从后半夜开始,雨淅淅沥沥下着,时断时续,惊醒了鸟儿的美梦,不时传来紧促的叫声,天色渐亮,雨势忽然转急,空气湿润而凉爽,晨风吹破雨幕,袭入屋中,肌肤立刻紧绷起来,这是自己的世界,发散着别样的思绪,连续保持一段时间的正常作息,白天昏昏欲睡,头疼欲裂,夜晚胡思乱想,辗转反侧,看来自己已经无药可救,还是适合昼伏夜出,哪怕白天办事扛着不睡觉,也要好于早睡早起,或许应该有人来照顾自己,最近看过很多关于二奶和小三的东西,竟有些同情与理解她们,甚至产生以身试法的念头,一个人生活会觉得孤单,这很自然,为抵御这份孤单,情感上总要找个寄托,是他,是她,亦或是它,话虽如此,自己情感的寄托又在何方呢.
 
 

Heartbeats

I can’t figure out
Is it meant to be this way
Easy words so hard to say

I can’t live without
Knowing how you feel
Know if this is real

Tell me am I mistaken
Cause I don’t have another heart for breaking

Please don’t let me go
I just wanna stay
Can’t you feel my heartbeats
Giving me away

I just want to know
If you too feel afraid
I can feel your heartbeats
Giving you away
Giving us away

I can’t understand
How it’s making sense
that we put up such defense

When all you need to know
No matter what you do
I’m just as scared as you

Tell me am I mistaken
Cause I don’t have another heart for breaking

Please don’t let me go
I just wanna stay
Can’t you feel my heartbeats
Giving me away

I just want to know
If you too feel afraid
I can feel your heartbeats
Giving you away
Giving us away

Please don’t let me go
I just wanna stay
Can’t you feel my heartbeats
Giving me away

I just want to know
If you too feel afraid
I can feel your heartbeats
Giving you away
Giving us away